Tag Archives: health

Pandemic

Posted on May 27, 2020 by nematomorph

  We are depressed. We are trying. I have started to buy random things. Expensive things. Things that I do not need. It has not made me feel any better. The days are the same. It is Wednesday but it … Continue reading →

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Dear Governor Cuomo

Posted on April 28, 2020 by nematomorph

  Dear Governor Cuomo, I hope that this Tuesday finds you well. For some reason, this week seems particularly bad to me. Nothing has changed. Nothing at all. And perhaps that is the problem. I had a really difficult time … Continue reading →

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How Many Days?

Posted on April 22, 2020 by nematomorph

  The other day Governor Cuomo (it may have been today) put how many days it has been since NY has been on pause. And it is not a lot. Like 51 or 53. But it feels like forever. The … Continue reading →

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Misty

Posted on March 13, 2020 by nematomorph

  So. Coronavirus. You would think that living out in the sticks, we would potentially experience less impact when it comes to the disease. That would be wrong. In Suffolk County, we are now the town with the largest number … Continue reading →

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Happenings

Posted on March 10, 2020 by nematomorph

I realized the other day that the reason I never write any more, or even feel like writing (seasonal affective disorder aside), is that little to nothing ever happens to me anymore. I am a wholly mobile worker which differs … Continue reading →

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Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

Posted on January 5, 2020 by nematomorph

I did not make any resolutions for the new year. That being said, there is something that feels new on January first. The feeling that all of the wrongs can be righted. That that an incorrect path taken can be … Continue reading →

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Electrified

Posted on November 26, 2019 by nematomorph

  Last week I made a dentist appointment. When I called they asked if I wanted to come the following day. I told them no. I needed more time to get mentally prepared. I made the appointment for this week. … Continue reading →

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Ages and Ages

Posted on October 19, 2019 by nematomorph

Last week we volunteered at the Harvest Festival at my Aunt’s church. The Harvest Festival markets itself as the North Fork’s largest yard sale. I believe this to be true. Pretty much as soon as the Festival ends, the church … Continue reading →

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PT

Posted on October 6, 2019 by nematomorph

  I have been going to physical therapy for a couple of weeks now. I began going when I found myself unable to properly put my bra on anymore. Despite shooting pain down my arm and the inability to move … Continue reading →

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Testing

Posted on April 10, 2019 by nematomorph

When I moved to NY, my mom got me a PO box in the town that I thought I was going to live in. I had asked her to just check it out. She wanted to be helpful and I … Continue reading →

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